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November 30th, 2011

Imagination

by Johanna Harness

 

Imagination gets a bum rap.

The stuff of childhood play, imagination is often miscategorized as childish.  Ideas imagined are often mislabeled unreal or false.

Most of us go through a point in our growing-up years when we think it necessary to “put away childish things” including our imaginations and our imaginary friends.

Ridiculous.

I submit to you that imagination is key to creating meaning in our lives.

Does that mean that all meaning is illusion?  I suppose you could go there. I don’t.  I think imagination is the root of all knowledge, the foundation for understanding everything truly important.

Before scientists can test a theory, they must imagine it. Before engineers can design complicated structures, they must imagine them. Some physicists would even argue that possibilities for reality are infinite until we observe and define—and how do we define anything without first imagining that meaning?

And yet, for all its importance, how many of us exercise our imaginations? When we really, absolutely, for-sure need to think differently and come up with answers to complicated problems, how many of us will be able to imagine those answers?

For writers, imagination is essential.

Great Aunt Marge might pat you on the head and take this to mean that you’re so cute, writing your little stories and avoiding the real world. (In short, she treats you as a child because she sees imagination as the stuff of childhood.)

Great Aunt Marge is wrong.

Imagination is the most serious aspect of childhood. Through playing, kids define their identities and the shape of their communities. They see themselves as superheros or explorers or spies. They picture themselves in families or without families. They contemplate birth and death and marriage and divorce. In the worst situations, they come up with understandings both inspiring and frightening. In the best situations, they come up with understandings both inspiring and frightening. In play, they find the meaning of life. That meaning serves as the foundation for everything that comes after.

As writers, we’re not just jotting down stories. We’re exploring those primitive building blocks of imagination to create meaning.  We may approach our writing in the spirit of playfulness, but we’re creating something profound.

One of my favorite parts of writing is getting to that point when my characters start editorializing my decisions. My hero might turn toward me and say, “Are you crazy? I’d never do that.”  Or all the characters might gang up on me and insist on taking Path B when all along I planned for them to take Path A.  Or, my absolute favorite thing is when a brand new character wanders onto the page, refuses to leave, and steals the scene.

And this is where people get all mystical about the writing process, even though the experience isn’t all that uncommon.  The stray character shows up and, against our better judgement, we let him stay. We don’t know why. We just write the scene with him in it and then we move on.  Then, in the closing of the book, that character suddenly becomes critical to EVERYTHING. And we sit there, scene written, and we ask, “how did that happen?”

I don’t know.  But then, I don’t really understand how my heart beats either. That’s pretty weird. And respiration?  Totally cool.

The difference, of course, is that we breathe all the time. Our heart goes all aflutter at the touch of a lover or calms in the presence of a waterfall. We’re accustomed to some miracles more than others.

Imagination? Especially when we’ve put it away with childhood and it makes a startling return?  Imagination shakes us to the core.  It wows us.

I corrected my son the other day.  He wanted to watch television and we settled into our usual discussion.  This day his argument for expanding his screen time was, “but I was only playing anyway.”  I told him play was important—essential even.

“But I do it all the time,” he answered.

“But if you stop playing, you’ll forget how to play.”

He stared at me, wide-eyed.  “Seriously?”

“Adults forget all the time.”

“But you use your imagination every day,” he argued.  “You wouldn’t be able to write without it.”

“Yes. I had to train myself by writing every day. It didn’t come back to me easily.”

I didn’t realize my younger daughter was listening. She squeezed between us and gave me a big hug, her eyes so sad.  “I’m sorry you lost your imagination,” she said. Then she put hands on both my cheeks and nodded.  “I’m just glad it’s back.”

My son went off to play, my daughter joined him, and I sat in wonder.

Yes. I can find my way back to the very real world of my imagination, but I wish I’d kept the path open all along.

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October 19th, 2011

Anything but that.

by Johanna Harness

 cemetery

I have an affinity for cemeteries.  As a kid, I biked and played in a nearby cemetery much more than I did any park.  I knew the names and the scant stories revealed in chiseled lines.

When my husband and I became friends so many years ago, it charmed me that he loved his family cemeteries.  He took me out to meet the family–generations of grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins—filling nearly half a pioneer cemetery—and my heart was his.  Yeah.  I’m like that.

 family cemetery

Now we take the kids and they recite their family history from the stones. They are 8th generation Idahoans on their dad’s side.  On my side, only 5th.  His family came out in covered wagons.  They were miners, explorers, ranchers, trappers, farmers, guides, and they even had one mad hatter in the bunch.  My family came later, in jalopies with chairs strapped in the back for seats.  Pushed out of Kansas in the dust bowl, they started new farms from sagebrush-covered land.  On my dad’s side, half are illegal immigrants—from Canada.  They were ranchers who strayed a little south from Alberta, only to find themselves Idahoans by circumstance and, only later, marriage.

My husband and I made the trip back to my family cemetery in Kansas—and I cried to see the generations of names mirroring my own, proof somehow that the family stories were real. These people once were solid enough that they needed buried once they died—and so their stories became more solid too.

Hemingway's grave under the pines

Last week I visited The Ketchum Cemetery in Ketchum, Idaho.  I don’t know anyone buried there.  Not really.  I just know the stories.  And no, I don’t mean the stories Ernest Hemingway wrote, although I know them too.  I mean the stories I grew up hearing—about the great man living in and killing himself in my home state.  I remember seeing the images of Hemingway with the Pioneer Mountains in the background. I remember the adults in my life talking in hushed voices about the mixture of celebrity and brilliance, guns and alcohol abuse—imagination and delusion.  When I said I wanted to be a writer, they thought of Hemingway and they wanted something better for me.

Hemingway's grave

In Hemingway, my family saw proof that writers suffered from unstable minds. Perhaps I bought into the mystique myself.  I did seem to have a penchant for broody scribblers.

Hemingway in IdahoI was nearly out of high school by the time it came to light that maybe Hemingway wasn’t so delusional.  He thought the FBI followed him, bugged his car, pored over his bank records in the dead of night.  Largely discounted by those around him, what must he have been thinking?  Depression did run in his family. Ernest’s father, brother, one sister for sure (maybe two), and later his granddaughter—all committed suicide.  His father’s actions worried him enough that he once asked his son, Jack, to exchange a promise that neither would ever kill himself.

When Hemingway kept seeing feds, when his friends and family turned to him with sympathetic eyes and said, time and time again, that they didn’t see anyone—what must Hemingway have thought?  He thought shock therapy would be a cure.  Instead, the therapy took away his ability to write and, with it, his will to live.  And the damn thing was, he still saw those feds everywhere.

It wasn’t until 1984 that a Freedom of Information request resulted in the release of Hemingway’s FBI file:  120 pages, 15 of them still blacked out.  Some of the notes were from surveillance while Hemingway was at the Mayo Clinic for shock treatment.

Yeah.  No wonder the treatment didn’t make Hemingway’s delusions go away.

Many have gone to great lengths to suggest that the FBI killed Hemingway, first making him delusional and then somehow arranging for the shock treatment that took his will to live.  They suggest this, in part, because Hemingway often described suicide as an act of cowardice.

Hemingway in IdahoI hear those words and I hear the words of my own dad, spoken with the same intense anger.  Although my father did not kill himself, he did battle the darkness that prematurely ended the lives of family members–some of whom are now buried in that cemetery of my childhood—the place where together we’d ride bikes and run carefree through deep grasses.  I hear Hemingway’s words and I hear the fear that so often lies beneath anger.  I believe he went for the shock treatment to save himself from hallucinations he wasn’t having.  Fear of the dark can sometimes lead to greater darkness.

 

Perhaps it was my own family’s fear for me that made them look to Hemingway and tell me I should not be a writer.  Not that.  Anything but that.

Hemingway in Idaho

And yet, even as I look at the solid stone that marks that solid stories of Hemingway’s life, I know I can’t live my life in fear. Fear of darkness does not just end dreams. It can also keep them from beginning.

The Salmon River

 

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August 3rd, 2011

Can you name these twitter peeps?

by Johanna Harness

I had these books out on the table for my recent talk, “Twitter for Writers.” Can you name these authors by their twitter names?  Extra credit if you know the twitter name of the photographer featured in the open book.

 

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